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25 July 2008
One year
One year ago, on 26 July, I lost My Darling One. He was sweet and kind, thoughtful and giving. He was a good man.
If it were up to me and his friends, he would be here today...spoonfuls would mysteriously disappear from the pot, debates would happen about the edibility of certain foods (lamb, duck, berries, most things that were green, red...some orange and some yellow) and there would be gentle prods for me to make another batch of ribs. The latest Hollywood plots would be discussed as would his latest purchases: another DVD, Wii game, book or board game--all of which would be happily and unquestioningly lent to friends and friends of friends. He would offer a hand, convince us we are smarter and/or more talented than we think and explain that we should all be a little more silly a little more often. He'd be telling me to slow down, do what makes me happy because he'll support me no matter what, ironing is optional and that it's okay to let someone else do the work every once in a while.
But it isn't up to us...and we don't control such things. We know this.
For those of us who were priviledged enough to know him...to really know him...for those of us he chose to spend his time with because he liked us and loved us, we can honour him. Remember his lessons; put them into practise and freely and unconditionally pass them on: he believed that we should be kind to one another and help each other when we can. By doing so, we are all stronger...
I'm trying.
It was your time, and I don't know if I'll ever understand why. This has been the hardest year of my life...and I miss you terribly.
jasmine
Thanks to everyone who sent me a note or called me over the past couple of weeks. I'm touched and overwhelmed by your kindness...I am very lucky to have your thoughts and wishes.
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What a touching post. I am sorry for your loss. My mom passed away last June, so I understand your pain acutely.
ReplyDeleteYou were in my thoughts all week, my dear. Peace and love to you.
ReplyDeleteJasmine,
ReplyDeleteYou are in my thoughts during this time. I know the first anniversary is hard, as well as the others. You have beautiful memories and he still here...in your heart. Your life was made richer because of your time with him...no matter how breif.Big hug.
Jasmine, my belated condolences and thanks for sharing some fond memories.
ReplyDeleteI'm sure it will take time to work through things. Big Hug from Japan.
ReplyDeletegosh, a year. my thoughts are always with you j. you are strong.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful tribute. Thanks for sharing a little bit about him, here, with us.
ReplyDeletePaz xxoo
Thinking of you today.
ReplyDeleteAlthough I don't know you well and never knew your other half, I'm sending you a virtual hug to help you through what I know has been a horrible time for you. There are really no words and no great inspiration - only that we all have a journey and life just isn't fair.
ReplyDeleteJasmine, my thoughts are with you. It sounds like he was a wonderful person, warm and kind, giving with a nice bit of fun thrown in. Take care. Hugs, Karen
ReplyDeleteI knew it was close and was thinking of you. My how a year goes by quickly.
ReplyDeleteHugs and Kisses (and invitation for dinner if/when you come to Ottawa!)
Goodness... I just stumbled onto your blog because I was googling Cardamom. I LOVE THIS SPICE, it is my heritage and a single whiff brings back those far away and those long since past. I was struck by the candor of your post, the details and the bitter-sweetness. A lovely tribute.
ReplyDeleteOh Jasmine, I was thinking about you when I was at BlogHer. I don't understand at all why these things happen either. I can only imagine how hard this year has been for you, but I'm happy to see you are blogging more regularly. Hugs to you from Utah.
ReplyDeleteI can imagine the last few days haven't been easy. I'm sorry for your loss, but I am happy you have many good memories of him, and those memories have made you stronger.
ReplyDeleteBe well.
Thanks for sharing Jasmine, those small things you mentioned are so important in life. Gestures that are unforgetable treasures...
ReplyDeleteWe don't know each other, but I'm sending you a big hug.
I was so glad when I saw you blogging again, because my heart went out to you back then. I just did not know it was a year already.
ReplyDeleteBe strong, dear Jasmine.
My thought are with you, Jasmine.
ReplyDeleteI will echo what others have said, it is good to have you back, though.
I can't even imagine what you've been through in the past year, but it proves that you are such a strong, wonderful woman. All of our hearts, thoughts and prayers are with you through these hard times!
ReplyDeleteBeautiful post...
ReplyDeleteJasmine,
ReplyDeleteYou have my deepest condolences. I just wanted to let know that you were missed during your sadness and we are all here for you. If there is anything you need or want please don't hesitate to ask.
Gigi
My thoughts are with you...how touching this post is Jasmine. This explains your comments on the DB blog when I first joined in winter '07 & you were just coming back to blogging I think. Times can be so tough...hang on in there girl.xoxox
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